2 a.m, ¿Por dónde empiezo? Hay llanto en mi rostro otra vez. El sonido silencioso de la soledad quiere venir conmigo a la cama.
Soy el fantasma de la chica que siempre quise ser. Soy la cáscara de una chica a la que solía conocer bien.
Bailando lentamente en un cuarto vacío ¿Puede la soledad tomar tu lugar?
Me canto a mi misma una dulce canción de cuna. Entonces te vas y dejas a la soledad entrar para llevarse mi corazón otra vez.
Demasiado temerosa, para decidir a entrar, a causa del dolor de una noche más sin amor.
La soledad que se quedará conmigo y me abrazará hasta que me quede dormida.

29.7.09

Honestly I didn’t mean to cry so hard the heartache was pouring in like rain. I didn’t mean to show I care. Honestly I didn’t mean to laugh so loud but it just sounds so absurd to say that you want me, say that you need me after everything you’ve done. Really truly I didn’t mean to hurt you I just thought that maybe now we’d have better luck the second time around. Its always better the second time I hear. Find me in the evening when your ready to dance and I will take you to places where you never thought you'd have the chance to love, love. Love is all we have. I will run myself in circles here without you. Please believe that I tried my best to forget you but the memories keep flooding back like tears. I didn’t mean to fall in love. But sitting here waiting for this is torture. I'm so glad you're far away. Is that a terrible thing to say? Well, I wonder if you're ok. I've tried and tried and I can't hide from your love. Darlin' its too late to show me your intentions. You know we’ve got to find a way to get past all the implications, every situation, every complication that we've come from.

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heartbeats dijo...

Son muy buenas las últimas fotos de Joy!


Me encantan P.!


Y es corbata!


es lo más!

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